who you are in high school is not who you will be in college and who you are in college is not who you will be when you are 30.
when you accept that you are malleable and ever-changing, you will be less resistant to new ways of thinking and being and you will grow into the beautiful person you are meant to become.
resist the urge to remain stagnant. there are always things to learn about the world and yourself. let yourself learn them.
Fuck mental illness. Our new insurance has a $250 copay for prescriptions. That means I have to pay out $250 for meds before the $15 copay kicks in. This means that I have to pay $96 for my antidepressant this month (somehow) and gods only know what else for the rest of my regimen once I run out of the freebies my psychiatrist gave me. I’m trying to scrape together the cash for the Wellbutrin at the moment. I guess no matter how much you think you’ve read the fine print the insurance company will find someway to dick you over. But above all this, fuck having to be on this stupid regimen anyway. Yes, it works, but I hate having to dope myself up to stay alive.
This wouldn’t be quite as annoying if I was able to get some work substitute teaching but the pickings have been slim since they messed up my account and I’ve not been showing up as available for certified jobs. So I can’t find work and I’m out of Wellbutrin. This is not a good combo for me. If I didn’t hate Walmart so much I’d just go get a shitty minimum wage job there. At least with subbing I feel like I’m using one of my two degrees. But desperate times may call for desperately throwing myself to the wolves. :-/
I’m unemployed once again…
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Infinity scarf I finally finished for my Mum. It’s hard to find time to finish things with little hands trying to catch the yarn or grab needles. I listened to Blutengel as I finished this up. I hope she likes it!
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